Jtowns87

Well it's Valentines day...this will be my 24th year celebrating this day without anyone. I guess i'm just used to it now. I really hate this time of year though because it makes everyone without someone pretty much feel like shit and there is no historical significance to this hallmark "holiday". It's just an excuse for the companies to make money off our sorry asses.......but if you are reading this and do have someone you prolly have a different outlook on this day. At any rate i just thought i would do a quick journal since it's been a while. Have a good day everyone..single or not.

I see you smiling after you broke my heart and you think that you cause me more pain...All i can do is smile back because you destroyed my emotions and you have opened up my eyes. I will not be so easy to fall for "love" again. I am a changed man....an empty, soulless, emotionless machine. Pleasure, pain, happy, sorrow, sadness, these are all just hollow words to me. I do wish you the best and hope you do find happiness. Me, i don't care what happens to me. Fate will decide my path as i do nothing but smile.